part two of my earlier post about christmas-

usually, and by usually i mean every single year that i can remember, my aunt would give me and my siblings navy federal credit union gift cards, each individually having 75 dollars

it is true, you never know that you'll miss something until its gone, and i miss the gift card. today, i was hoping to get one so that i could dump the entire thing immediately into my steam wallet, but here we are

i am sitting here, writing this post with cash in hand instead of a plastic card that i spend 5 minutes struggling to register online so i can use it

i am appreciative of the fact that they give me any amount of money instead of purely random gifts that will end up in my closet, but i still got quite a few of those

im wondering, if i ask my extended family to get me no gifts and instead only money, will they? or will my grandmother continue to buy me purses, wallets, and feminine jackets that i will never use?

i have a super mario wallet that fits in my pocket and i can put all of my cards and cash into
everything fits as it should
i do not need a coach wallet that will not fit in my pockets

on a more interesting note, there was a random box labeled "to the *insert my mom's family name* from santa" or something, and apparently nobody knows who brought it? i would assume my aunt brought it since she kind of identified it, but who knows
my grandmother was very cautious of it which was kind of funny

like i was saying before though, this is kind of what christmas is like for a half-in-the-closet transmasc
random femme items that i'll never use that i just kind of have to sit through and go
"oh yeah thanks :) i appreciate it :) i definitely was not expecting to get such a nice, expensive purse! yet again! for the 4th christmas in a row! thanks :)"

ill probably miss this kind of thing though i come out and start avoiding my extended family, but like i said before: who knows?

my direct family is was better with this whole christmas thing this year and i am still wearing the earrings,
meverett