Falling to Pieces
From
Greenturtle537 to
All on Thu Apr 11 23:13:40 2024
You ever just feel like your life is falling apart?
Ahoy dear users,
Today I witness my life collapse before my eyes.
Not literally, I just got hit with a string of bad coincidences that got me thinking.
I have a lot of hate. I have a lot of sorrow. These past few weeks, I've been focusing on doing what I do best, tinkering. But, I've also been pushing myself in a lot of new directions.
I don't want this blog area to get super personal, but the finite presence of time won't leave me alone.
I feel shadowed by guilt when I waste time, but I can hardly define what a waste of my time even is. I want to take on more projects, to keep putting off schoolwork to make time for my career, but I just end up "doing" less and less. Being single doesn't help.
If you want to help, unfortunately there isn't much you can do. I'm a Sysop, I just need time to figure things out and repair some things broken with my life physically and mentally.
P.S. If you try to label me with any form of mental excuse or handicap, I will punt you to the moon. DO NOT diagnose me!!!